I'm physically and mentally affected by what's going on right now..
Things that happened yesterday really made me to step back & look at what have I done..
Why..................... Why?
I feel so trapped.. No words can describe how bad I felt,
I've gotten so many innocent parties involved and I know things will get worse soon..
I almost gave up yesterday, but still chose to just give in to people's advice..
Today, I received a call that enlightened my day; but not for long..
I was expecting, but not this soon. *denial*
It turned out to be another disappointment again..
It happened too soon, I just don't know what to do..
I guess I'll just have to explain tomorrow and hope they'll understand..
And hopefully, I'm worth the wait..
P/s: Every choice given will make me wonder; "What if..?" and "How would..?"